Looking for God shows itself in many different ways.  

Here are just a few:
Maybe you have a friend or family member who just doesn't make sense, but they do it in a most intriguing way.  You can see that God is working in them, and you like what you are seeing.  
You want some of the same.
For others its the need for relief from guilt.  It might be guilt over a specific action, but just as likely  its a general guilt.  They just feel tainted.
For some it is a deep restlessness.  Perhaps they have tasted much that this world has to offer; 
love, fame, fortune, and yet they are unsatisfied ... 
there just has to be more to life than this.
Maybe you are worried for the future.  What's this world coming to? 

Everyday the news tells us about yet another crisis whether that be environmental, or politcal.  This covid 19 pandemic has worried many of us.
Maybe you are having recurring dreams and there seems to be more to them than just being a dream.
I want to encourage you.  Don't give up your search.